Post by Kellen Grayson on Jan 7, 2014 19:08:24 GMT
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Kellen's Online Blog!
LIFE!
Something that may seem easy but it sure as hell isn't. I never had life easy and I've never really complained about it. Well not until now at least but I'd call this more venting then complaining. That's just my opinion though so you go ahead and make your own too. I'm basically writing this blog for a reason.
That reason is a certain someone, she knows who she is. Without giving too much away as much as I like Aria this isn't about her. I kind of fallen in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way. After all I told her how I felt, why I was acting the way I was and she just said we shouldn't talk any more.
REJECTION!
Yeah... Something I've felt more often then anyone thinks. It hurts that she doesn't want to talk to me. That she'd rather have someone else, a certain someone else I'm not even going to talk about.
Why you ask?
Pretty much because I could go on forever as to why I hate him and what he does. The main reason being he has the woman I love. Yeah I may sound petty but I can't help how I feel and how it makes me act.
I know I've been a complete asshole about it to her. I also understand why she doesn't want to talk to me. Yet deep down it really hurts, like a dagger right through my heart. That's something else many may think I don't have but actually do have.
I miss the girl and I'm just having to find ways to try and move on but it's not helping. I can see what I'm doing right now ending badly. Yet I know if I wasn't doing what I'm doing then I'd sit around like a depressed idiot. I'm not about to become one of this people who act all depressed on Twitter. I'd rather just vent on an online blog like I am now.
Maybe I should have handled things better and not gone about it the way I have. Even though she has told me she doesn't want to talk to me, I'm still going to be here when she needs someone. I don't hate her so I don't know why I'm trying to punish her. I've never been good with this feelings stuff. Probably explains why I'm still single. That or the fact I work In GameStop. After all there isn't anyone who likes a man who games. Not even a girl who likes to play games herself it seems.
Now I've decided to become a wrestler for a company in Japan called Shitaki. I'm not sure if it's a good or bad move right now. All I do know is that no matter what I'm not only going to prove to myself I can be a wrestler but prove it to everyone else too. Hell I'm a Black Belt in Kung Fu and believe it or not I'm a really good high flyer. Let's not forget that thanks to my Kung Fu I also know a lot of submission moves too.
So everyone in Shitaki shouldn't underestimate me because that'll be their first mistake. Then again I'm use to people underestimating me and thinking I won't succeed. I'm quite happy with the fact I'm the boss at the Cleveland GameStop and now a wrestler. Let's not forget that Black Belt in Kung Fu I mentioned too.
I'm forever proving everyone wrong and I'll forever continue to prove people wrong. It's what I do and I might not have the girl I love but at least I'm successful. I might not be successful in wrestling yet but give it time and I will be. I've finished getting off my chest what I’ve needed to so I'll end the blog with this.
KELLEN GRAYSON WILL SUCCEED!
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Lecture Time!
- 9th December 2013 -
Was just like any other day for Kellen as he had just got back from walking Kong. He steps up to his front door of his place. It was a quiet street he was on and Kellen basically kept himself to himself. He had been living here a while yet still didn't even speak to his neighbours. Anyway Kellen is at his front door as he uses the key opening it and steps into the house.
Once Kellen and Kong where in, he closed the door behind him. He bent down and took Kong's lead off him. Kong instantly run into the lounge area barking away happily. Kellen just smiles as he knows instantly his friend Dom was in the lounge. Kellen remembers giving him a key so knew it had to be him. He heads into the lounge as he sees Dom sitting on the couch with Kong on his lap.
Kellen: Hey there Dom.
Dom didn't seem happy at all as he looked up at Kellen who could tell one of Dom's lectures was about to happen. So Kellen sat down in the chair opposite the couch.
Dom: Don't you “Hey there Dom” me Kel. You know why I am here so don't even start pretending you don't.
Kellen: I just had to do it Dom, I just had to.
Dom: Why? Why did you have to fire Onyx?
He just sighs as he can't even look at his best friend Dom right now.
Dom: Look at me Kel. I'm not playing right now.
Looking up at him Kellen sits back in his chair.
Kellen: I... Urm... I had no reason other then I was angry. I was angry at her okay!
Dom: No Kel it isn't okay. You can't just sack her for that. Especially since she is or should I say was your best worker.
Kellen: I know that Dom. I screwed up and now I have to try get her back.
Putting his head into his hands Kellen rubs his face before sitting back up.
Dom: Damn right you have to get Onyx back. I can't say I'll blame her if she doesn't come back though. Kel you're acting crazy right now, why are you acting this way?
Kellen: I'm not crazy. You take that back right now Dom. Don't make me kick your ass.
Looking straight at Kellen, Dom just shakes his head.
Dom: You're proving right now that you're being crazy. Saying that you're going to kick my ass. Why even say that to someone whose meant to be your best friend?
Putting Kong on the floor Dom gets up and heads for the front door. Once at the front door he stops and looks back at Kellen.
Dom: If you carry on like this, you won't only push Onyx away but me also. You seriously need to think about your actions. I'm off to let you think about changing the way you're acting. Give me a call when you've decided to act grown up about this.
He doesn't even stay around to let Kellen respond as he heads out the front door closing it behind him. Kellen just sits there with his head in his hands as he knows his messed up things.
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The Shoot!
So it's my first match in Shitaki happens to be a main event match and also is a triple threat too. I'd be a fool if I said I wasn't worried but I'm not going to let that get to me. You see I'm totally focused and ready for this match. I'm also totally honored to be in the main event too and I'm hoping it's the first of many.
Damien Kingston sure does have a mouth on him where as Mark Bowen hasn't even said a word on Twitter. In fact nothing has been heard from Mark, maybe unlike Damien he realised I was the winner as soon as the match was announced. Don't get me wrong, Damien and Mark might be talented but I'm hell of a lot more talented.
You see unlike Damien I don't have to make lame and childish insults about people. I also don't think my opinions are fact until I’ve proved they're. Which is why my opinion about being better then Damien and Mark will soon to be proved to be a fact. Anyway since Mark has been so quiet I guess there is no point in him turning up.
So GI Mark where you hiding?
Come out and play, don't be shy. I know I said there was no point in you turning up but I want you to. I want to be able to smile before I kick your head off your shoulders. You may have been to war or whatever but you ain't prepared for me. Hell you ain't even prepared for Damien either and with how immature he is, that's saying something. In other words you're nothing and whether you turn up or not you'll continue to be nothing.
I'm done talking about you GI Mark. This match might as well just be between Damien and I. Damien might be an oversized child but at least his had stuff to say even if it's all nothing but bullshit. Again for now that's just my opinion but come the end of our match it'll be fact that all that Damien said is nothing but a lie.
I will be the one having my hand raised. Damien can doubt me, Mark can doubt me and everyone else can too. I'll just be the one to make you all wrong and making you eat your own words. So Shitaki watch out because this Kung Fu Master is ready to kick ass!
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